O.O

Yo!

Haha... Realised today that my new seat is really meant for me.. Haha... I can concentrate A LOT MORE! Dta good... Then the ppl around me are quite friendly, and quite efficient for me to ask qns... Haha... But i will keep quiet a lot of times.. Cse all gals... Hm... So unlike of me?

Budden still, recently been very tired lor.... Not enuff sleep... Den a lot of stuffs.. ZZZ.... Budden still Thank God for helping me bahh... Still i must say, he has the best plan for me.. ^^

Thank God for those working hard and those who had worked hard man!! JYJY!! All these we do are worth it!!!

2 Corinthians 4:17-18
For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweights them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

AMEN! I love this verse a lot man!!! JY TO ALL!!

Change of seats..

Today. had a change of seats. Ok lah..... This seat got one thing i liked a lot. I concentrate much much better. Cause right in the middle bahh... Den around me all gals... Haha... Alright... I realised i not as much click to girls like last time ler... I realised recently de bahh... Sometimes i realised sharing with a guy better.... At least they can understand me better bahh... Lyk my shepherd, my New SB for examples... Its not like last time anymore..

Yeh... I can sense another great battle coming... Haiz... I give thanks for that. But i think i really need a break.. Need a rest. Im really worned out from my previous better. Things were seemed to be getting better but i see other problems coming ler... God... Thank you for equiping me with all i need, Kai En and WeiJun and a lot of other brothers and sisters out there u are giving me to get ready for my next battle. Please bless me to grow even stronger for my next ordeal coming.

To West D.
Our battle has not ended. It has just started i agree. We have loads more to do. With faith, we will succeed !

Follow Up

YOYO!!!

hAHA..

Today slept quite a lot... haha.. Kept on sleeping... constantly feeling very tired and drowsy... yawnzz....

Den afterwards went to meet ZT... haha... had a fruitful and enjoyable time with him. ^^Heee..

Den come home my mum deep fried some stuffs, onion biscuits and so on.. EAT!!

haha... Den slack a bit, plan my time plan ... Haha... Kae lahh... gonna of and rest ler.. Gd nite!! ^^

ESS IF FRIENDSHIP!!

YOYO!!

Hahazz... is a great day ya know ^^ I FINALLY SEE CONVERTS IN JURONG SEC!!! WAHHH!!! Thank God for you 2 , Z-T and Satiyva(Duno spell correctly or not)

Yeh.... Finally broke the curse, Finally see our very own converts man... Jurong is nearing our goals. !! JYJY..

Haha.... After service and lunch, had WCLM. Haha.... So nice... Its the second time im going. Learnt a lot from it. A great experience..

Really... Its been such a long time i had such great happiness flowing in me. Thank God! May this not stop and will continue to JY!!!

Out With WEIJUN!! ^^

Yoyo..

Haha... Enjoyable lessons. i realised i really love history the chapter on Hitler.. Haha... i find him such a siao guy i got very interested in him XDXD... His so violent, so siao, so psychotic dat haha.... Can is is my "fan" XDXD

But anywaes, hist lesson is always interesting. Ms tang taught really well XD
Den all other lessons, also not too bad ^^ Enjoyed another day... Sia lah.... Haha... am i falling in love with school? But though i enjoy them, i never particularly looked forward to them... haha... BECAUSE IM SLEEPY ^^ XD... Not been sleeping well bahh... TAN BOON HOW WAKE UP!! Den after skl, met weijun. really great fellowship time together... so nice XDXD Heeezzz... Walked around looking for what he plan to buy... end up neva buy .. HAHA... SO FUNNY!! tHANK GOD FOR HIM!! Enjoyed the day with him ^^

Heeheee... Recently really happy bahh... a lot of happy stuffs... and been cheering up conciderately, and problems starts to have a light in them. Its really important to look up and have faith in God dat things will change ^^ Thank You God ^^

God been doing a lot in my life. I used to be so non-socializable, ppl first impression of me is im very quiet de. But now ppl first impression of me is im very noisy XD heee.... And although things were not looking as bright as before but im sure it will get even better ^^

Thank God for everyday!! ^^

tIRED

Yo..

Haha... Today very tired lor..

School still ok as usual.. Haha... I guess no nid elab ler... Hahazz.... Den KaiEn met me for shepherding... Nthing much lah.... But really enjoy being with him. Haha... Strangly, i always enjoy shepherding. whether its on a serious tone, on a slacking tone. But i always look forward to shepherding.. Haha..

o.o
Find dat recently a lot have been quite stressed up bahh... Exams coming, last ESS.... and a lot of others... All Jia Youz Kaes!! Juz shared this verse with my SB, 1 Peter 5:7
Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

Hey! Great news isnt it? You dont have to worry abt anything, as long as u follow his commands, do the best you can, God wont forsake you and will give u what u deserve! We can do it kaes? !! ^^

EQ

Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

SicK~~

Yoyo...
Haha.. Today's lesson? Hmm.. Still must say better den usual lor... The 2 maths test, though not too well done, but betta den i have expected lahh... Thank God..

Today kept on raining though... haha.... Den quite a lot of of stuffs today lah... Den quite ill ler... haiz... Duno y... Suddenly.. Kena terrible headache which lasted will juz now till i took panadol... Thank God is betta now..

Last week liao... ESS over den really no time ler... All JY kaes!!! We can achieve our targets de !!

Jia you to all! We serve a great God!!

Last lap.

Yoyo..

Today been planning for my week and resting bahh.... quite worned out...
God's really strong man.... juz now when i was juz worrying abt my studies, WeiJun smsed me to ask me am i ok or not. He sensed dat im stressed. Man... i must really thank God for him!

Ok bahh... this week gonan focus a lot on SOWing... Please god.. help us kaes !! After this ESS, me gonna get busy with studies ler... Been slowing down on studies ler.. Haha... ESP on maths. its been my weakest. I really need to choing liao... Last week on choing before i rest and the next ESS will only come during december (Christmas) JY everyone kaes? ^^

Ok... dun post too much today... gd nite guys ^^

ESS IF Identity

o.o
Haha... Recently really lyk to use this emotion nia... haha.... Dunno y. Guess its easy to type bahh... Hahah ZZ dEN ITS CUTE!! haha.

Yestaday's service, i think i really felt a lot though this service. One is that we have very little visitors. Before service, im quite down though. Cse first, Eugene's visitor ps, den his sheep also PS. haiz... budden the service really encouraged me. Sitting at the back gave me a chance to think though the matter and heard a lot from God. Thank God! Im sure we gonna hit our target next week!! Haha... Eugene, jia youz!!!

Realised recently really doing a lot of things with Eugene as well... basically all the ministr stuffs with Eugene... Until Aaron say dat we gay liao.. ZZZ.. Haha... But to think of it, its a no choice situation bahhzz.... Since 2 of us were the main pips pioneering Jurong Sec. muz really jia youz kaes? !!! ^^

Haha... To Dearest Jency!
Haha.. you been really a great UL, encourage us, work with us. A lot of things we have problems, we could refer to u, and without fail, you will help us all the way. Thanks a lot man!! Im sure the whole group appreciate u as our UL, Jia youz kaes!! Lets win over Jurong West!!! ^^

Lee Hsien Long

Haha..

Still been repeating these few words in the recent post recently haha.... But still must say, my days recently have been blessed by god... And quite cheerful these few days. Starting to enjoy lessons and soem teachers. Haha...... And really excited for this ESS... Jia youz everyone kaes!!! Haha

Today PM Lee come my skl sia.. zzz very Dua Pai!!! got a lot of police cars and a bomb removal squad came sia... OMG! haha... but couldnt get to see him.. so Sad... Haha... Den morning go late coming dere.. WOW!! So many police... haha... so funny... den got some macho guys and woman.. Haha... And some handsome guys where the sec 2 gals staring at O.O... haha.... Afterall.. haha... Den got one very cute dog !! ^^ Haha... But is those professionally training dogs bahh... budden its SOOO CUTE!!! haha.... Recently also been enjoying what i doing lor.... so think dats another reason im quite happy!! THANK GOD!!! Haha... thanks for all the blessings God!!

Gd nite guys !!

BleSsed ^^

Haha... Yoyo!!

Recently i feel really blessed. I guess after so many things happened, things are picking up again ^^ Talked to my mum again. back to quite ok the relationship with my sisters. And school these few days are really great ! Finally im enjoying school!!!

And Thank God for WeiJun for being my SB!! Haha... Really.. Blessed by everyone around me. And im really positive this CG08 is going to be a success! May our group prosper !!!

Haha... its great in today's skl as well ^^ .. Haha... Morning cse rain, den got ppl running outside for being late. Den at first LiHui and Nurul went out to look for them, den cse they took a long time, me, esther and nichole went to find them, cant find... only made ourself really wet. But REALLY FUN!! HAHA... Den come back liao, Sellek they all also coming to find us, they come out, kena wet oredi... Haha... So funny..

Den lessons were great. Haha.... Really... Thank God for cheering me up these few days and to bring me such great supports! THANK YOU!

AND THANK GOD FOR EVERYONE!!

Happy day

Yoyo..

Haha... now a post for my shepherd Kai En ^^

Haha. Dun mind me, i love to use my blog for appreciation... Haha...

To my shepherd ^^ KAIEN!! wOOO.... Haha... Really really appreciate you. Haha... I guess i said countless of that as well... Haha...
Hesh a really great and cool shepherd. Haha... My troubles are endless and i always constantly get emo at times. But you are always patient towards me and taught me great things. I really duno how to express my gratitude to u. I know im not an easy sheep as well. And certain times u understand me like i dun understand you. But you were always dere to help me no matter what happens.

Though at times u sortta "Force" me to speak when u realised im quite off myself, but it always great speaking to u when im sad. And i know you wont even bother to listen to me and help me if u cant be bothered with me. I know you will never give me up ! Thanks Kai En! Thank God For Ya^^ !!

Haha... Its a great day today in skl... Haha.... must say one of my happiest day in skl since the start of the year. PE had a relaxing game wiht some friends. Haha... Joked around... Den recess join Huiru and her gals to eat... Haha... Aftr skl went to prep MCG with Regina. Den ate lunch with her and Jolene... Must say really really happy... And got to go home slightly earlier den usual. Haha..

So in a happy mood now... Haha... Though very tired... CSe been days since i slept well..

Haha.... Tmr MCG.. Pray... Haha... Positive that tmr's MCG will be a success..

Reply to Aaron : Haha.. // Thank God For Ya ^^

KaiEn's shepherding.

Yo.

Hai. Realised that recently i had became a very very good actor. An actor who hides his emotions. Its not that im not myself, but i have simply changed to hide my emotions. I guess u really need to know me really really well then u will see the something wrong in me bah. Haiz. In my heart, i do feel tired and weary. I really feel that its really time for me to rest ler. To sit down and to really evaluate myself and my relation with God.

I cant go on walking blindly without looking at where im going. I may look like im walking right with God, but am i? I don't know. Most of the times, i just give the best. Seek God, do my best - Am i doing enough of this? Its one very very valuable lesson i have learnt in my walk with God. My human method is not enough. Seeking God and walking right with him is the Main. Fulfillment of the great commission can't be my only goal. More importantly is that my relationship with Jesus is strong. Fulfillment of the great commission is just what i would do because of his love for me.

The truth is, i am VERY VERY STRESSED about this ESS. KaiEn need not have to reminded us, the truth is, i saw the importance of it long ago. After ESS, whats coming up? Exams, projects, SC projects, NPCC projects and lots lots more. And imagine this, i have to balance all these with my Ministry. Ms Yeong told me about balancing ministry, but is it as easy as it is said? So this ESS is really really important. Its the last lap ler. We really need to cry out to God for help now. Jurong IS TO BE COMPLETED!

Okaes... maybe im going far too long about this. So ok. i go ler.. Byezz

Aaron's blog

Yeh... been to see Aaron's blog. Haha...

Aaron has been a great clessing to me. Countless of thanks to him. Haha... Taught me great stuffs dat i would never imagine myself learning. Really thankful for him.
Hesh the guy dat deeply influenced me and brought christ into my life. It is really God's plan for him to come to me and i love him for that ^^

Guess hesh been really busy and stressed up in JC. I really deeply from my heart pray for him to succeed and to overcome his troubles. One thing i learnt from him. There is nothing i should depend on myself. I should depend on GOD! Thank God for ya Aaron!

Thank God for WeiJun as well ^^ Haha... A few months back, when im sitting down, listening to your testimony, i could never imagine that i would be such great buddy with you now ^^ Though i had only known u after camp, but we clicked off really well. Its strange the way God works but im sure u will be one of those who will be part of my life growth and transformation ! JiaYou Okaes? Lets walk together and overcome all our obstacles and test together with faith and belief i Jesus! THANK GOD FOR YA!!

REALLY REALLY THANK GOD FOR BOTH OF YA! Haha.... i realised my blogging objective is really similar to Aaron. I sometimes do not know now to express myself with my mouth, but i find dat expressing myself on this blog is much much more easier and really really a great way to tell them how much i love them. Thank God for this invention ^^

To all West D! Lets hit our target kaes? 30! It seems hard but with our God why impossible? Im sure with our hardwork and faith, we will succeed!!!

p.s. Aaron.. If you read this... actually really. no nid to treat me. Haha.... You coming into my life is the greatest BDAE gift God and You has given to me ^^ JYJY in your Skl life and ministry kaes? Im sure can will do it ^^

Doctor ?? o.o

LOL..

Haha.... Came across this.. But funnily. i dun wanan be a doctor lehh.. Haha..

You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)

You're both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. You were born to be a doctor.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

Went out with WeiJun ^^

Yoyo..

Been reading SiHui's blog. She is one gal im deeply encouraged by. she and her brother. She was brought in by Regina somewhere before camp and was converted. And really fast, she was retained and working towards becoming coreteam ler. Im deeply encouraged by her.

I was reading her post about a new-b. I guess yeh. Being a new-b is both tough and good at the same time. Cause after converting, you will have the passion burning in you and u are very excited to do everything for god.

But at the same time of excitement, you will realised a Christian life is not as easy as you think. For God cares more about your happiness in Heaven then on earth. Therefore on earth, we will face all sorts of problems and tests which we have to overcome. But though these, we will learn values we could NEVER learn in our ClassRooms.

And we must remember this. When one sins against God( for example, persecuting you) Jesus will sob along with you. Lets feel towards our friends who do not know christ yet and not be discouraged by them. For they need God in their life as well.

So lets love our enemies^^.

Like me, i face a lot of family persecution. I tell you, you will fill the most hurt when your family are the ones persecuting you. Afterall, you have the genes in your body as ur family.

Its really awful.

But one thing i learnt is that, im in this family for a reason. Im in this family to be the salt and light. Im here to shine the light of Jesus to my family. For them to be saved as well.

Ok. Today went out to study with WeiJun. Haha... Its really great. With God's blessing, our relationship did improve and our meet is really fruitful ^^ Thank God for You! We went around finding places but jurong point and libary is filled with A LOT of ppl. So we cant really find a nice spot. But finally, we made do with a spot at the second floor libary. Haha... really noisy place as is the children corner. To tell you guys the truth, i doubt the place is a libary XD Haha...

Den afterwards, we went to eat at Lailai kitchen.. Haha.... Chatted a bit as well... Haha... All i can say is its a great day ^^ Thank god for this great Day. Really enjoyed my time with him. Lets cont to jiayou and glorify God's name okaes? ^^

Kaes.. Blog till here... Wow... a really long blog.. Haha... been long since i did such a long blog ^^

Tiring Life

Yo.

Yestaday been to watch Harry potter with gene after service at jurong point. Its really nice. But i must still say, book is better. Haha..

My life since i converted had really been changed loads. Sinced i came. I very fast from New-b become retained member liao. Haha... shuld have been more naughty. Haha... JKJK. From there. Slowly i was given 2 Sheeps after restructuring and i came under Kai En and Aaron went ahead to JC grp. The start of my testings. I really endured a lot and truely grown in this period. Less stress, more leadership. Though i still made little mistakes here and there, but God forgives me all of those ^^ And i learnt things i couldnt learn from school or at home. Its really qualities i could never shake of.

I think one quality im borned with enabling me to learn a lot is that i am willing to submit to authorities. Its almost impossible for me to go against a group leader. And another is i am willing to stand up sometimes when no one is willing. But i have other holes here and there dat is needed to be filled up bah

One of my main weakness is that i am very negative. I tend to see things in a negative perspective. But Thank God, my life is changed forever! God blessed me with my sheperds (Aaron and Kai en) who is always willing to lend a listening ear to me and God had blessed me with a great friend Eugene whose laughter and jokes always lighten up my dAY ^^ (Although irritating at times heezz) And i tend to think a lot. Which is good at times and bad at others(esp when im getting negative)

And juz after the camp. Another Mini restructuring came and i had to lead a pioneering Group. Thank God that Eugene is with me. Im encouraged by him though at times he need someone to push him a little bit to get things done.

Maybe of my commitments in skl, i had to do quite a lot stuffs in skl as well and at times its hard to balance with Ministry. A lot of teachers always tells us time management. time management. Time management is bascially abt sacrificing. And it means i ahve to give up a lot of things. But now Thank God learnt a lot more abt sacrificing ler. One thing very important is, Do things that you thing God will Do in ur perspective. and do not worry!

1 Corinthians 4:17-18 For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweights them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, and what is unseen is eternal.

I really love this verse A LOT! Do not worry!

Heee.....

And i now finally found a meaning to my life and my life's forever CHANGED!

To my friends

Hey yo.

Heres a post delicated to you guys!

First! Kai En!
Haha... Thanks for helping me so much! Really duno what i can say. You had simply helped me countless times. Though sometimes hard to communicate with u, maybe cse still dun understand u much. But you always have a ear to listen to me, and a way to help me. Im really grateful for u! Thank God for ya!

De Wen!
Haha.... When i started of, you gave me loads of encouragement, and now, with me facing so much problems, u were always ready to help me. Thanks!

Jency!
You are really a great UL. Thank God for ya! Im sure under ur care, definetely West D will grow! Lets JY and glorify God together!

Eugene!
Haha... Thank you for always being there for me! I guess really without you, i duno how to stay on ler. With your constant "cuteness" and ur "lameness" always lightens up my day ^^ Jia you kaes! Jurong Caregroup is not juz mine, is OURS! JYJY!! Thank God for Ya!! Continue to grow kaes?

HuiRu!
Yoyo! Thnks for ur constant guidance and ur help! Really appreciate you. JYJY!!! Lets all glorify God together kaes! Thank God for ya!! ^^

Regina!
Yeh! Thanks for ur constant encouragement and help! I really enjoy workig with you! Jia you kaes! We shall win over the people for Jesus! JYJY!!! Thank God For Ya!!!

Jing Mei!
Yoyo! Thanks for you constant help and guidance! JYJY!! Lets work together and glorifu God together!!! JYJY!!! ^^

JYJY TO WEST D!!! LETS BE ON THE FIRST FRONTIER!!

Sellek!
Haha.... Really thank god for ya! ^^ Really glad to make a friend like you! With your encouragements and so on^^ JYJY!!

Last but not least, WEIJUN! heee... Thank god for ya sia! Though we had not known each other for long, but we hit along very well! JYJY!!! Lets continue to jiayou and glorify god!!! ^^

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Change Skin

Yoyo... cse previous skin got problem. so changed skin. This is not as nice bahh... haii... Nvm... will slowly look for a new one ^^...

Here to say JY for all West D pips. Lets JY together! With faith we will succeed^^

Getting back on track

Yo.

Today school very funny during ss and bio lesson. Cse today chinese oral O level for the higher chinese students. So they joked that they need to practice chinese... So we greeted ms tang, tang lao shi zhao an. Haha.. Den bio lesson also disiao ms lim... Haha... Den ms lim keep saying we must speak in english, den we insist in chinese... Haha...

In life. We should always to happy with somethings we had that cant be change. Be happy about your family, your friends, your looks and your voice and everything God has planned for you to have. It may seemed not the best, but they were ur family for a reason. Either to fill up certain weakness of you, and for you to be a salt and light for your family ^^ But never stop yearning more of God^^ Seek God everyday and see him work miracles in your life!

Uploaded Music

Yo.

Yawnz... Haiii.... i guess im a bit worked out lately. Been hard to concentrate on what im doing recently and im constantly nt feeling well. Hai... Been hard to concentrate on ministry as well. Really worned out. And i guess is really the testing period now. Really wanna breakdown soon. With the conflicts with my parents. And problems in my CCA. Its really really hard. Been wanting to sit down and study, but it always seems impossible. Hai... Why is this so? God.. Please help me. I cant believe i will be able to go on if you weren't dere.

Oh yah... Uploaded some songs up to this blog. Its so strange but music has it own's mean to calm me down. Singing a worship or praise song always calms me down sometimes. Especially when im alone.

When im alone, i tend to think a lot. I tend to ponder a lot of area of my life. Which is not a vey good thing. I often get depressed after such sessions i a good day often turns into a bad day. But funny thing is, i love to be alone at times. Duno y. Haahaa... Not really a loner bah. Juz dat i lyk to sit down and really ponder stuffs without ppl getting on my nerves, but these thoughts often goes the wrong way. Thank God there is music.

Of course, thank God for everyday and everyone of you guys. ^^

Leader's Commencement Day

Hi. Told you guys gona be blogging real soon bah..

Haha... Today arh... had LCD lor... when we officially stepped up as the 25th Student council. Yeh... Gratz to everyone.

Haii.. In a dilemia now bah.. Haiz... Starting to doubt my ability ler bah. Maybe true. I shuld lead with God giving me the instruction. But i juz lack the confidence lor. Hai. Especially after so many things dat happened in skl. Im very wored out. Really think i need a good break soon. Hai. Constant stress since holidays. and it never end. Hai.

Really think gonna break down soon bah.... Guess one problem of mine is i dont trust God enuff bah... Hope can solve this soon.

Hi Hi!! 1ST Post...!!!

Yoyo!!! Haha.... New Blog... This blog is made private bahh... Please dont link me kaes!!! If u happen to know my blog... But i wont let too much ppl know bah... Goona post real soon... Byezz!!!