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Yo.

Yawnz... Haiii.... i guess im a bit worked out lately. Been hard to concentrate on what im doing recently and im constantly nt feeling well. Hai... Been hard to concentrate on ministry as well. Really worned out. And i guess is really the testing period now. Really wanna breakdown soon. With the conflicts with my parents. And problems in my CCA. Its really really hard. Been wanting to sit down and study, but it always seems impossible. Hai... Why is this so? God.. Please help me. I cant believe i will be able to go on if you weren't dere.

Oh yah... Uploaded some songs up to this blog. Its so strange but music has it own's mean to calm me down. Singing a worship or praise song always calms me down sometimes. Especially when im alone.

When im alone, i tend to think a lot. I tend to ponder a lot of area of my life. Which is not a vey good thing. I often get depressed after such sessions i a good day often turns into a bad day. But funny thing is, i love to be alone at times. Duno y. Haahaa... Not really a loner bah. Juz dat i lyk to sit down and really ponder stuffs without ppl getting on my nerves, but these thoughts often goes the wrong way. Thank God there is music.

Of course, thank God for everyday and everyone of you guys. ^^