-Christmas-

Oh well. Decided to drop by this blog to talk a bit about saturday.

Oh well. last sat i went up on stage carrying a flipboard along with some other members of the church. it says in the front "Punch walls during stress" and back as i flip over it says "Joy and peace in him"

I didnt really intented this to be shared to people. I guess God want me to let other people know about my past, and to let them grow from this bah.

It is really a miracle that I am changed from this, and i really only can say, God is here.

In the past, when i am stressed up or just feeling not like myself, i would start punching walls, with the pain, it can release my pain. It is a scary habit of mine. I am hurting the temple of God.

God is faithful. When i accounted this to my first shepherd "Aaron", God used Aaron to constantly remind me about the importance of the temple of God and also reminders of what i should do when something happens. And when KaiEn takes over, he followed up on my problems, and when it still persisted, he encouraged me. And finally God did the last thing for me and he CHANGED ME!

When i am at backstage, i am reluctant to go up, but my mind, i am thinking of the 2 of them. I really want to thank them for what they had done for me and i really thank God.

I really urge people out there, trust God. Even your darkest and worst habit, can be changed by him when u commit it to him.

GO FOR IT! =)

PS. thank you Aaron and Kaien. I really loved you 2. Thanks for the love you 2 showered upon me =)